I'm pretending no one can read this but me.
Blogs are short for "web logs", which in turn are online journals. So this is my private journal for today.
Depression hit me about 2 this afternoon. I thought I saw the light at the end of the tunnel, but it went out. I thought we had an option somewhere, but it went away.
I didn't realize just how much I had counted on there being some option other than where we currently find ourselves. But I was wrong.
Tears welled and spilled most of the way home. Then I turned to my drug of choice ... any food I can get my hands on. Which starts the vicious cycle of depression, eating, guilt, depression, eating, guilt.
It's a good thing I don't drink...
